Current Mood : Tired, but contented
Song In Head : Hillsong – This Is My Desire
Study : 5 pages of P1. Honestly.
Yeah I should gear up on my studying. Right on it! Tomorrow ok ar? Now me wanna tell u guys about God's amazing work in my life these few days.
1st of all, my mom had managed to send me £500 today. Just enough to survive another month ahead. Guess what… for the month of Oct my expenditure ngam-ngam ho reached £495. Keng le… coz I walk to school ma. Bring own lunch ma. Decline shopping trips / hang outs / eating out. Muahaha. Dork. Nerd. Tak boleh kah?
The money came just in time, being able to pay for me insurance, phone bill and me rent. Thank you so much mom… I promise to study hard and find a job as soon as I finish my exams! Thank you Lord for providing us our daily bread sufficiently!
2nd of all, my church friend Delia had helped pay for my groceries last sun as a birthday gift ( coz I kept declining to go for a girl's day out with her and some church friends… I can't even afford the bus fare to go! ) .
3rdly, I made a total of £25 as of today from e-bay & trading. I sometimes do feel bad coz this is not proper business, selling your own stuff / buying cheap stuff from ppl and hiking up the price to other buyers. Like… I don't know. It doesn't feel right. Anyway, I'm broke and I needed the cash before I had obtained the money from mom, you see. Thank you Lord for directing me to meet good people and not letting me fall into the hands of evil buyers. =)
Last but not least, one of my buyers today, May, brought me to her church cell group. After negotiating the price few days ago, she called back to say that she felt an urge to help me. Something was telling her that I have some difficulties, but she doesn't know what it is, and would like to help out. Today, after meeting up and selling the stuff, May invited me to her cell group. All 4 groups from her church is having a combined cell meeting so there's a big party going on and some testimonials from church members. (Testimony is when u testify to everyone the amazing stuff God had done in your life).
One guy testified how God healed his backbone problem, another lady about how God healed her suicidal behaviour, and the list goes on. This is a Chinese church, with their members comprising of China & Hong Kong youths… But guess what, they sang some English worship songs, and 1 of my favs… Heart of Worship. "I'm coming back to the heart of worship… And it's all about you… It's all about you Jesus"
Amazing, isn't it? How the Lord bring individuals together… God must've given her that urge to invite me. I told her bout my problems and she said she'll uphold me in prayers. Thank you May ! I am filled with the Holy Spirit's burning passion once again and this feeling is really unexplainable yet amazing. Bliss =)
One of the church members, Steven dropped Charm home coz his house was on the way back. He connected his iPod into the speaker and out played another fav of mine…. "This is my desire… To honour you… Lord with all my heart, I worship you…"
"I have this song on my phone as well!" I exclaimed.
"Really? Haha… I like that one too… But ahh my fav among all is this…" and he switched to Shout To The Lord. I was like… "Hey, that's my fav when I was in high school !"
We've quite a lot in common. Chew on this. He's got a suave British accent. Ahhhhh *swoons* . Manager position. Hmmm. His background is pretty complicated, parents from China, stayed in Vietnam, then moved to HK. N then now in England. He said I've got a Singaporean accent. Well I'll take that as a compliment. =D Some of u might beg to differ, but objection overruled. =P
Anyway, Charm would like to express a BIG THANK YOU to all her friends for the prayers and support. I really appreciate all the offers for help and I'll cherish our friendship to infinity and beyond.
All in all, I'm glad God work things out in a good way. He is alwiz faithful, alwiz knowing, alwiz providing. We just have to call out on Him and acknowledge that we need Him to steer the ship of our lives.
I would like to end the day with a Bible verse dedicated to all. Yes, even to you.
Matthew 7 : 7-8
"Ask and it shall be given to you; seek and you shall find; knock and the door shall be open unto u.
For everyone who asks, receives; he who seeks, finds it; and to him that knocks, the door shall be opened. "
AMEN !
Legend
ngam-ngam ho : just in time / exactly the right amount or moment
keng le : aren't i just the smartest chum?
tak boleh kah? : can't i do just that?
P.S. This is for the benefit of my UK friends.... Sorry guys for alwiz putting malaysian colloquials ! Don't u think it's so much easier to express in these shorter phrases compared to the english language?
7 comments:
Never say I Love You
If you don't really care
Never talk of feelings
If they aren't really there
Never hold my hand
If you mean to break my heart
Never say forever
If you ever plan to part
Never look into my eyes
If you are telling me a lie
Never say hello
If you think you'll say goodbye
Never say that I'm THE one
If you dream of more than me
Never lock up my heart
If you don't have the key
I'm really glad things turned out right for you, Charm :) I agree.. God is always faithful, He'll always make a way. Amen.
500 pounds per month? Sheesh!!! Dat's like daylight robbery ...
And if you buy something at low price, and selling it off at high price, that's smart...not a bad doing. I bought something for RM40 before, and sold for RM75 to a dude before also...and the list goes on.
To grassy :
AMEN !
To andy :
Hehe thx... wow u made almost a 100% profit. Smooth... =) 500 pounds per month is enough if u really budget properly and be a miser...sobz
Finally, to kam hoe :
This is the reply to every line of your poem.
When I say "I love you", I mean it. And when I mean it, I do care...
I don't play around with people's feelings. N i definitely wont mention it if it wasn't there.
When I allow someone to hold my hand, that person means a lot to me.
Forever was what I had in mind. Like Lee Hom's Forever Love...
I only look to your eyes with love, not lies.
"I just called to say I love you". Like how Stevie Wonder sang it.
I never long for others when I'm with the one I love...
That's coz I gave u back the key... I'm not fit to hold it...
Hope you'll find your special someone someday. She'll love you so much more than I did...
amen to that. God is great and He works in ways like no other
AMEN.couldnt agree more
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