Feeling : Emo-ish
Song In Head : Savage Garden - To The Moon & Back
Study : Don't ask. It's embarassing at this stage.
I. Feel. Very. Down.
N tired. Groceries, Getting letter for Amman in some stupid confined place, Semi-massive cooking, Bible Study.
Whole day of too lil studying i'm so gonna knock my head on the wall.
To think that i had all those energy and excitement in cooking my beef rendang curry. Why the fook am i putting effort in cooking when i should be studying makes me wonder... N it really makes me wonder if i ever give a f**k about u.... Maroon 5 u defined my thoughts. Used to be one of my favs during summer holidays back in pg. The song i mean.
Moving on. I was staring at my screen in emo while darren hayes serenade me. I will fly u to the moon n back.... if u'll be... if u'll be my baby....
I miss those times when i am surrounded by warm friends and family 24/7. Ok let me be perasan for now, can anot? Day n nite there's different gangs to hang out with. There's this constant bugging of never-ending kai-kai ( hang out) invites... When i'm emo, comfort friends are just a dial away. Or a mamak eat-out ( indian muslim restaurants serving yummy food ) away. I'll be fine in less than an hr.
When I'm in a deep argument with my ex Billy, Mervyn would rush to my place after giving tuition to kiddos and we'll drive off to the playground near my place n crap the nite away. He'll do all sorts of silly antics and i would smile again. King i miss u! Happy Birthday again... Send me regards to meng yee =) .
Was scrolling through some IPGian's blog and i realised i miss them all so much. Chin Siang the photography dude. I miss practising chinese with ya! Leng Hin my Spirit of Penang team-mate and Adrian zee wacky junior. U should watch their vids. Hilarious i tell u! Gah. I miss everyone in BAS. Boon Chien, Wei Xin, the whole lot! And IPG. N Penang. Even in KL ! CGL friends all over... Not forgettin those peeps everywhere else in the UK !
Most of all, I miss my family and the comforts of home sweet home. The whole wacky bunch. Sherleen's having her Malaysian O-Level Exams next week. aka SPM. I hope she does fine. I miss burning the midnite oil with her. She'll alwiz make hot chocolate for me when i complain about being hungreeee. Or cook some instant noodles. She really IS ZEE BEST SISTER IN ZEE WHOLE WIDE WORLD. Sherrrrrr i miss u so so so so so muchie ! All the best for SPM ! U can do it gurl coz u have 'em brains n beauty. U so rock my world my fav biatch ! Muahhhhh.
N Joycelyn my fav lil sister. U would entertain me with ur mimics of celebs and let me watch cool you-tube vids that i dunno how the heck u even noe of, being an 11-yr-old kid! I'm so proud of your results girl. N nomination for head prefect? U go girl! My fav cam hoe buddy =)
All said and done, i should go hit the sack now. 12:20am. BA rev class tmr. I'm not ready yet.
Wish me luck. No God says there's no such thing as luck. He does everything for a reason. Ok me procrastinating probably has a very good explanation. I'm probably gonna fail and re-take the subject and meet some tall, dark, handsome, hunky, rich guy in class. Who falls head over heels for me and pamper me like crazy. Ooh... Now failing doesn't seem so bad after all.. *evil grin*
I'm smiling again. Silly girl. I know. Nitez love ya
P.S. If u feel my missing vibe for u... send some love back =)
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Hi,Charmine. Haha,do not be so pessimistic,ok. TRUST me and yourself,you are not going to fail and retake the subject. This is just a normal respond caused by huge exam pressure,thats why so u were emo. Relax ok.
You must have high motivation right now. Think positive may help,just think you will complete your Professional Accountancy study in 1 month time. And you must be glad and motivated to fight for it to prove your capability. After 1 month,you will become a Professional. Many people had achieved that,you too will be.
I understand the feeling of being down. Haha,your case seems similar with mine. Me too always trying to escape from facing the revision process by doing other nonsense. But again I believe with high self motivation and high fighting spirit,this problem will be solved as I am trying right now.
Sincerely wishes you luck,if you have any trouble,no matter in study or anything else.I am always here to discuss with you.
gambateh gurl !
i'm also stuck in a rut
=(
harlo.. jia you!! :P
OMG.. I totally love Darren Hayes and 'To The Moon & Back'.
Oi, I have a better idea, how about you pass all your exams and meet this tall, dark, handsome, hunky, rich guy on the train or at work, huh?
I think that sounds better.
To Yu : Thx bro for the text n encouragement alwiz.... I'll be here for u whenever ur emo too ! HUGSS
To phingy : Yes yes we pia together !
To cs : Thx dude... n pls dun take pics while ur driving next time... so dangerous !
To amit : Haha... darren is insatiable, no? N thx for the motivation.. hehe... yes we'll pass this exam n meet this hubba-hubba guy at work !
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