Of Being Broke & Bonkers

Current Mood : Downcast

Song In Head : Backstreet Boys – Inconsolable

Study : Started 12 pages on P1 Professional Accountant. Hooray ! This is the earliest I've ever start studying for exams. 6 weeks till final. Hmm..

Now that all the celebration n hoo-hahs are over, it's time to sink-in to reality. I'm still broke and I have only £20 in my bank account. N some lose cash. I went to the restaurants & shops near my house to ask for a job. Yes looking for job 6 weeks into my finals. But aiya there are no vacancies at the mo. Die la… Fikiran dah buntu ni !

This is no laughing matter. Looking at the situation, my hopes of applying for post-graduate studies after this exam seemed like a dying rose slipping through my fingers. With thorns cutting flesh as spine grinded against skin. Hah. Masters. Dream on la charm. No money no talk. Scholarships at this level ain't easy wo.

I should just be contented with ACCA. After all, it IS a higher qualification than an MBA. Equivalent to Masters wo. Thing is, employers here tend to look for uni students, my guess is that they've gone through what I refer to as "uni-life". That's the main reason I wanted to study a Masters. I could apply for CFA like what my dad had planned. Investment banking, financial analysis etc might be what I'm moving towards, not auditing nor accountancy. For the record aku BENCI accounts.

I really did gave CFA a lot of thought. In charm's context, "a-lot-of-thought" for anything to do with studies and serious matter is counted a lot d, k? More than day-dreaming la. JL had helped a lot in sourcing out info of CFA and we actually planned to take it, either that or some Masters program... but now I think I'd better put my studies on hold until my family's financial situation shed some light. I hope things will get better. I really need to get some money to repay ZH, pay rent & bills. Crap I need £700 just for that. WITHOUT any allowance at all for food & necessities. Seriously this is no joke. I think I can survive on biscuits and whatever crap I have in my kitchen for the time being.

I still believe God will provide. He alwiz will.

Thanks for reading another rant of mine. Love ya.