Wednesday, 16 January 2008

Stronger !

Feeling : lebih kuat =P

Listening to : Kanye West - Stronger

Charm says : Work it, make it, do it. Makes us harder, better, faster, stronger...


*Lebih kuat – Stronger in Malay Language

N-n-now th-that don't kill me… Can only make me stronger! Wee I'm alright again. Since my last blog… oops I mean last EDITED BLOG. Yeah since I cant even write about my feelings I was so ticked off I didn't wanna scribble another blog again, but then Kanye reminded me… Stuff like that would only make us stronger.


Well there's another reason why I like this song.


"Let's get lost tonight… U can be my 'oriental' Kate Moss tonight…"


=)


Yes? Oh right... You're waiting for an explanation. But u see, since I'm not even allowed to express my feelings, I shall not bother explaining.


=)


C'mon hint, charm!


Nah forget it…


=)


Oh and I stopped using Gucci Rush.


What's the new fragrance?


Gwen Stefani's L.A.M.B.


It has this young, vibrant smell to it. Superdrug 39.90 The Perfume Shop 13.99.


Hell yeah grab it charm!


N I officially burnt a hole in my purse. Neways I plan to starve myself so it's cool. I am getting fat. No. I AM ALREADY FAT. =) Whatever man I love L.A.M.B.


N lamb chop. Daddy's style.

As in my dad's cooking, not some erotic sexual moves Gosh u sick people.

=)


Yum yum pops I miss your lamb chop and sesame prawn toast and stew and 'siu yok' and your BBQ expertise. In fact pops you're the king of cookery I salute u. Mom I miss your thai dishes especially thai green curry and claypot tanghoon coz nobody on earth makes them as delicious as u.


N I miss both of your nagging and lectures and everything... In fact I miss everyone back home. As alwiz. Muakxxxx

Btw Amit i got the call from PwC. I got the job =) . But since it's PwC Malaysia head-hunting in London, I would have to go back home n work. In Kuala Lumpur the capital city. But sobzz i cant leave London. Not now. I haven't even repay your kindness in being such a great friend during the exam periods. =(

I had requested the lady who called to put me under internship instead of permanent job. Reason why, coz I really wanna try to look for a job here. I mean, what's the point of studying ACCA here when i'm gonna head back home to work? The past one year in England has been whoa, a roller coaster ride for me and slowly I kinda got used to living in London now (can't believe I'm saying this!). The PwC lady wasn't too happy bout my requests but she still asked me when I wanna start the interns and I said after April 30th (my visa expires). I got myself an internship with PriceWaterHouse Coopers on May 5 2008.

1st bunch of people I called is of coz my family. But my parents said that if i'm not prepared to work in KL yet, then continue stay put where I am.

2nd person - My London best friend Amman. I actually texted instead of calling coz erm yesterday we had another argument again coz erm i sort of like shouted at him coz he was prying into my privacy and i didn't like it. He called immediately and we discussed about the job thingy and he said I shouldn't let go of this opportunity and i'm being so very silly. He then texted me at work saying that he was actually hoping i wouldn't get the job coz he didn't want me to leave this place.

My another best friend Zi Hur also said i should take it up, and like wow coz this is the 1st and only proper job I applied for and I got it and it's not just any firm, coz PwC is like the world's largest professional services firm. (And then he asked me to join him travel to norway for hols =D ). Though some friends said i should stay and find a job here... Altogether mixed opinions everywhere and i'm still contemplating my next step though...

And by the way, today i just found out that Jason Tay from IPG just arrived in the UK on the 12th. Hertfordshire. N then few hours later I found out that Benny Lee arrived on 14th. To London! Not forgeting the great news that Grace Leong is coming in Sept!

Wow everyone's heading here. More reason i shouldn't go back.

I duno...




5 comments:

Anonymous said...

in my opinion, if i were u, i will take up the PWC offer n go back to work. its not easy getting the job n trust me, every company looks for experience 1st nowadays n since u got it already n its such a reputable company, u shudnt just let go of the opportunity. maybe work for like 1,2 or 3 years there, get all the experience of the dog eat dog world out there, n come back to london.. n then maybe settle down in london lorh.. thats my opinion la.. might sound selfish to ur frens here but hey, its ur future ..

Anonymous said...

n seriously, working in pwc is sure a good head start.

Soul Seared Dreamer said...

FAN-FUCKING-TASTIC.

Girl I'm sooo proud of you.

Its kind of a 50:50 thing with me now. Part of me suggests youse should take the job (coz there ain't nothing like working for PWC or the other Big 3), and the other half kinda says you should follow your heart and stay in London. Damn I know how Amman feels (I don't wanna see you go back either).

But if you want my final opinion, (its changed to 70:30 now) I honestly think you should not have let go of that job.. but from what your saying.. you already have, and it might be screwy for you to ask for it back, esp coz already you've requested the intership and it appears to be confirmed for May.

I'm with Wenyen.. right now what you want is a great start in your career and having worked for PWC is really incomparable.. it opens up soo many options & it will be the perfect way to complete your logbook (work experience). Really it is a very competitive industry and you'll have the greatest start by taking that job up, whether its in Malaysia, Kantmandu or Mexico, PWC is PWC.

I think you've made a slightly hasty decision here and as a friend think maybe you should not dismiss leaving London so soon. London will be here in the future, whilst a job at PWC might not be.

Amit x

PS - but ultimately you gotta decide, coz its your decision to make. Just give it more thought hun.

Anonymous said...

i seee lamb chopppppppp..!!

me hungwryyyyyyyy...

girl if you dare to say you're fat one more time, i'll come over to UK and clobber you.. ;p ;p

anyways, good lucks with your job thingy k.. you make the right decision now.. muaxx!!

charmsterk said...

To everyone : thx for the advice !

Wen yen : yeah i was thinking of that now...am gonna go back for a year or two, and then prolly head back here. But we'll see what happens coz the future is alwiz unsure...

SSD : thx for the support =D Yup ur right, London will alwiz be here... but offers like this dun come often...

i was thinking... wat bout the plan with kaplan fellas? hehe... i wanna hang out 1 last time with u guys, if not more. Or should i juz head on to harrow to meet some fella....XD

gonna miss u =(

Trish : when we meet up we'll go enjoy msian food till we drop, k? xoxo